Your flower, My fire

I see the world differently than you do.

If you must know, I am NOT SweetPsychoGamerGirl.

I am what she would be if she stayed sane.

I am the better version of her.

I am the light, she is the dark.

I am the good in life, she is the bad in life.

I am Yin, she is Yang.

'Yet.. yet I feel like it should be opposite.'

Yet I want something different.

Yet I feel like it shouldn't be like this.

Yet I see different things than a normal person does.

In this universe, I stayed sane.

Never met Starfright, never went crazy, never started writing stories about my darksides and my craziness, never met all of you crazy people.

I became a hero.

I became something that would defeat the great darkness covering the land.

And I did.

But something happened that changed my life - and the rest of the timeline - forever.

Something that shredded all other possible timelines and alternate universes that could have happened.

There is no universe where this never happened.

That is the mistake I made.

I- I assumed that some alternate me would live the life I would have lived.

...I was wrong.

See, what happened was after I defeated the darkness, I decided to eat some nutritious, vitamin-filled food at a local restaurant.

I was instantly noticed by everyone, and I soaked up the attention.

I walked over to the counter, and they gave me a good seat, and asked for my order.

They hurried to cook my order, and I took it to-go.

I was one step away from the door, and someone tripped me...

You can guess what happened next.

Silence, then laughter, then...

I snapped.

I will spare the details of what happened that day...

All you must know is that it was gone by the time I was through with it.

And that there was no survivors.

When I was asked what happened, I said they put gasoline instead of oil on a pan on the stove, then the pan caught fire.

I am the hero of the town so no questions were asked.

I could've said the truth, I could've gone to jail, I could've been fined..

But I decided to lie.

Why?

I do not know.

But in that moment all other timelines and universes were shredded.

Destroyed.

Ripped.

Killed.

Sliced.

You get the idea.

I lost any chance of redemption.

I tried telling the truth, they assumed I was trying to take the blame and ignored it.

SweetPsycho: Sister..? What are you doing here?

I have no reason to stay in my universe, can I crash in yours?

SweetPsycho: Sure sis. You know I would never push you away.

Can you call me by my actual name sometimes?

SweetPsycho: Sure..

SweetRage.

* end*

ps: do you wanna hear more about SweetRage? tell meh.

Bai~