Board Thread:Special Admin Messages/@comment-35439862-20181029200421/@comment-25793989-20181029203956

How old are you Bella? Let's say 15. If you are 15 please remember that you only have roughly 3-5 years until you can catch a plane somewhere far away and move in with someone or even buy a house. 5 years. As much as it hurts please try and hold back from doing anything bad to yourself for 5 years, ok? Then you can be free and do whatever you want.

You need to seek help. You NEED to. If you seriously feel this horrible about everything then please, pick up a telephone, walk down to a police station or a psychologist or something and tell people how you feel. As much as we care about you Bella we can't do much. We are here to comfort you, to make you feel welcome - but that is about as much as we can do. We are trying to make sure you feel as happy as possible but it's your job to let people know in the real world that this is what is happening to you. You can't just keep it confined or let it out on the internet; it could end up doing more harm than good.

This is only Chapter 1 of your life. A little less than a fifth of the way through. You can do it. Giving up would kill us all because we care. We care Bella. Get help, find hope, and trudge through.

It's only Chapter 1 of a story with a happily ever after.