Thread:Bella1963/@comment-24530269-20181029204332

I don't know if you'll see this. I know that we haven't spoken that often before, and that this probably looks weird to you, maybe others as well, but I want to talk to you, Bella.

I'm so sorry for what's happening to you. I'm so sorry I didn't do more to help. I know you're having hard times, and I didn't do anything to help. I feel so terrible about doing so little.

Was it because I was shy? Yes. Was it because I didn't know what you would think of a nigh-random person suddenly sending you messages, asking how your life was? Yes. I wanted to do everything I could to help and make you feel better, but I was too shy. Too cowardly. I'm so sorry.

It pains me so hard to see what you're going through. I should've talked to you more often. Should've taken more initiative. Should've had the guts to approach you.

Please, don't hurt yourself. The entire community is here to support you. However, you'll have to do something to improve the situation. Please read this thread, especially what Ittyyy said. It's the thing I can recommend most to do now.

And once more; I'm so sorry for lacking the guts to help ... 