Haven’t you seen

Haven’t you seen what I’ve become

A monster trapped like a lobster

I want this day to end

My problems never lay down

I have to pay to live

I don’t like myself this way

Be careful I’m at bay

I may be friendly

I may be not

I never go yay

Its sad

I wish I had a ray to zap myself to stop myself from what I’ve become

Don’t say I am weird

I am not okay

My name is Jay

I am not gay (happy)

I am not breathing as if I am trapped in hay

I feel bad

Where is my dad?

I am not a lad

I am not rad

I am always sad

I am never glad

I am on a torn pad

when I fall

the lava comes

I am mad at myself

I just had to become a monster