Thread:Bella1963/@comment-30238789-20181028003857/@comment-26318250-20181101021946

Bella, I am so sorry for you, and not in a bad way. I don't know enough about Chinese culture to know much, but I heard that Chinese culture is very strict. However, what you describe is beyond "strict"; I'd call is abuse, plain and simple. It includes severe punishments for nothing, the manipulation of others to be against you, everything. This is abuse, as I said.

To other MCCW users; don't overreact by any police reports or whatever. If someone actually goes through with it, it will likely cause more harm than good. If Bella's mother is abusive and the police come to talk about child abuse or something, of course she is going to blame it on Bella and the abuse will get worse.

Again to Bella, please don't kill yourself. This might seem overused and corny, but it won't fix anything. Try to find a fun hobby outside of electronics, if possible. If you're interested in anything, pursue it. I am not an expert on this stuff, I'm just posting what I think would help in your case.

And now for the part about you leaving this wiki. It's always really sad to see a user leave, but seeing someone leave under these circumstances is even worse. I hope you can return to the wiki one day, but don't rush it. If you don't return for whatever reason, then I wish you only the best of luck in your life, and I hope it gets better. Goodbye, for now...