User blog:Nk-the-epic/My Life in January 2017

Hello. Usually I don't post too much about my life, but there are so many things that are troubling my mind right now so I just want to type it all away. If you aren't interested in my first world problems, then you can totally exit and go to another page, since I do understand.

Anyway, a lot of things have been happening. Sad things.

None of you guys know this, but I used to run (in 2016) a YouTube channel. Unfortunately, I accidentally spilled the beans about the channel, which was supposed to be anonymous. I told my friend the name of the channel.

He was not my actual friend, however. He spread the word, and soon many of my friends knew about the channel.

I had an actual friend that did an actual bad thing to the channel. He commented in one of the videos with my full name, and requested that I send him the notes for a science contest. I did not know that he sent the comment until now. This was because I was not that active on that channel.

I was pretty upset, and also a little bit humiliated. I sent him an angry, sarcastic email saying "thanks" for ruining the anonymity of the channel. I did not have many subscribers though; only 6 people were subscribed and regularly watched my videos.

I was so humiliated that I hid the content for my channel. Now, my dear subscribers can not access my channel. The channel is not deleted, but it is hidden.

Now, I feel awful. I feel bad for writing the email to my friend. I feel dumb for accidentally letting out my other channel's name.

One thing that has actually cheered me up from this incident is the community. The community here is great. I am actually momentarily distracted from the things that have pissed me off, including the presidential inauguration and my dead YouTube channel.

I am so happy that you guys are here. I am so sorry for writing such a personal post, but I just wanted to clear my mind by writing. Writing always helps me for some reason.

I think I'm going to go watch a space documentary now. Bye everyone!